Katrina Frye

Some people call me arrogant, some people call me cocky. Some people call me smart, some people call me outspoken. One thing everyone calls me is true to myself. That is one thing that I have never let down. I speak my mind, I know my mind. No one in their right mind would call me shy, ever. No one in their right mind would call me slow, or stupid, or nervous. Except perhaps Katrina Frye.

It was a first date, unknown to her, it was my first date EVER. I am a loner and for some reason I couldn't tell you, I asked this girl out. I know NOTHING about her. Just saw her on FB and on a whim asked her out. She turned out AMAZING. Like seriously perfect. But what do ya know I get more shakes than a sex toy on a rainy Saturday. I got so nervous I could hardly speak. She talked about Michael Moore and I had 0 response. I hate Michael Moore and I know a hell of a lot about him but I just looked like an ignorant dumbass. There were like a billion ackward silences and it was soo crazy. I was tottally not myself, I can honestly say I have never been anything other than myself before this day. I am the incarnation of down-to-earth but I seemed like this lamo conservative bumkin from corporate america. I made the impression I was related to Glen Beck...

I can't believe that I am too shy to ask girls out I know and care about for years, but I can ask this girl out and somehow I screw it up. I can't continue to blame my singleness on my lack of proactivity...Im seriously a screw up. So I am done. No more asking girls out, just focus on this whole army thing. Lets hope it works out.